Hammer-philia

I wish I could say:

(1) I want to be with you, or (2) I want to pursue others. So do you wanna be with me?? Or should I start to move ahead? I don't like in-between-ness. Do you need to know how I feel in order to let yourself love me? Or if I tell you that, do I risk putting you off??? Do I need another type of guy--the aggressive, worshipping type?

Or can I just have you!?
Pleeeeeeeeeeaaaaase?????