Tuesday, May 16, 2006

 

The In-Between

I have determined that I have an anxious floating "affect" that attaches itself onto an object of affection. For the time being, it's on Mohawk. I have trouble holding onto the object of affection when I am unsure of the future. However, now that I am in the so-called adult dating world, I should probably just hang in there for a few weeks, as hard as that can be! My affect will continue to be attached to Mohawk, and it may not find another object of affection to fulfill itself. What will the next few weeks have in store? A feeling of in-between... an unknown.... Yipes!

Comments:
I see the tide is going out again.
 
In-between is good. Floating affection is tough to deal with. It's like energy, once created, can not be destroyed. It just changes form. When I have too much love to give, I dump it obsessively onto loving the wrong partner, or I turn it into self-destructive energy. Learning to channel it more productively will be good for both of us.

Hang in there Hammer!

:)
 
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