Hammer-philia

I just came to the realization that most of my anxiety stems from an inability to trust myself. In the realm of boys, (which as we all know, cause most of my anxiety), I feel an urgent need to contact them because I like them, but then I am afraid that if I don't get in touch with them immediately, I may lose the fire for the boy. So it becomes an urgent thing. (I am sure that this theory could apply to many other things too.)

Like school: If I feel nervous about school, it's because I don't trust my ability to get the work done. Or like my brother's wedding: I don't trust that I'll be ok at the wedding without a date.

etc, etc, etc!

SO anyways.

Maybe we could all begin to see our anxieties in such a manner....

Since I realized that, I'm just not as terrified that Mohawk won't contact me anymore.

Love,
Me