Hammer-philia

i'm confused. really, i am. i mean, i know that i am definitely boy-obsessed. but i'm getting confused about the internet-dating scene, etc. etc.

i just had a conversation with a guy online that i have never talked to before. The online dating thing is a very strange scene. He started laying out "the rules" for dating for me. he had a very poisonous and negative view of things. He was arrogant, and he asked me if I was the type that didn't even sleep with the guy on the third date!? He was awful and strange. I hated it. I blocked him from my IM and I told him he was being a jerk.

But some of what he so cynically said about dating was true: that people just keep looking, that they never contact each other again, that they either sleep together on a one night stand or they just don't meet up ever again. I can't tell what the hell any of the 4 guys I hung out with this week think of me.

I really thought Dreamboy was sweet and very nice, but I'm not sure that he'll ever contact me again. Although he seemed to like me enough. These dates are like auditions, awkward auditions. I think i'll get off the online dating thing.

it's strangely odd for the ego. i would rather people just like me in person, ya know?

Like Sing-Man. I like Sing-man.